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It would be nice if addictions weren't so addicting, you know?
this looks like a pattern anyway:
1 month, cave
2 months, cave
3 months, cave
next: 4 months. and i will probably cave again.
my stupid ocd thoughts
have been screaming nonstop in my head for the past couple of weeks
and it is so hindering
i really hate being all messed up.
seriously, why can't i be normal?
just felt like ranting to the interwebs.
since no one will really look much into this anyway.
it's always nice to get it off your chest, eh?
also, the game.
also, eh eh eh eh eh eh eh eh.